Margaret, my mother-in-law, arrived at exactly 7:30 a.m., as she did every weekday since I returned to the office.
She had been a nurse for over thirty years before retiring, and when she offered to watch Olivia instead of hiring a nanny, I felt relieved and grateful.
She greeted us warmly, her silver hair carefully pinned, her steady hands instinctively checking Olivia’s temperature with the back of her fingers.
“You focus on work,” she always said. “Grandma has this.”
And I believed her.
Yet, over the past two weeks, something had begun to feel off in a way I struggled to express.
Every morning, without fail, Olivia would start crying the moment Michael entered the room.
Not ordinary cries, not from hunger or discomfort, but something sharper, something desperate.
The first time it happened, I assumed it was a coincidence.
The second time, I blamed myself.
By the fifth consecutive morning, the pattern seemed undeniable.
One morning, as I leaned over the crib and whispered good morning, Olivia’s tiny body stiffened before I even touched her.
When Michael’s footsteps echoed down the hallway, her cries escalated into a high-pitched scream that made my chest tighten.
“For God’s sake,” Michael murmured from the doorway. “Why does she do this every morning?”
“She’s a baby,” I said, trying to keep my voice steady. “Babies cry.”
“Other babies aren’t this dramatic,” he replied coldly. “Maybe you’re doing something wrong.”
Those words lodged somewhere deep inside me.
I already doubted myself since returning to work, wondering if my divided attention had damaged something essential between my daughter and me.