The arrangement began in April. Not a legal marriage—that would have been impossible—but my father entrusted Josiah with my care. He moved into a room adjacent to mine. Slowly, awkwardly, we built a life within an impossible structure.
He helped me dress, always asking permission first. He carried me when necessary, as if I weighed nothing. He rearranged my shelves alphabetically just because I asked. And in the afternoons, he read to me—Keats, Shakespeare, Milton—his voice wrapping the words in warmth I had never known.
Eventually, I started spending time at the forge. He taught me to hammer, to shape iron. My legs didn’t work, but my arms did. The first time I bent metal with my own hands, dripping with sweat and laughing despite myself, he looked at me like I was miraculous.
That is when I realized something incredible: love is not about society’s rules. It is about recognition, respect, and shared courage. My father may have arranged my “marriage,” but it was Josiah who built something far more powerful—dignity, partnership, and rebellion in a world that had declared me powerless.
We may have begun in impossible circumstances, but we ended up writing a story that could never be erased.